I can't believe it has come to that, but here I am, abusing my journal just to give you all a youtube link:
[link]
A short movie written and directed by the same guy that wrote and Directed "Brick" (see my favourite movies ...)
Yup, and it's late, so I'll leave it at that:
Bye Y'All

Well hello everybody, its been a while since my last journal, its been a while since i did anything real on here, well ive had a troublesome time ...

To make things short, i failed my last annual exams a little while back and had forced upon me the chance to rethink my whole future and took it, voluntarily or not

To make things not so short: I have grown tired frustrated of studying engineering with all the science and math in involves, way more than i cared to admit to myself and now i pay for it. But dont you worry, im pretty fine now, im heading for anglistics as my new major now, which basically is english literature and i'm really looking forward to it
Unfortunately however, i cant start before next fall so i got myself a year of spare time
Currently i am looking for an internship or a job of some sorts (step forth with suggestions) to pass the time, meanwhile my time passes just fine, even too fast all on its own ...

Anyways just wanted to give an explanation, not an excuse, for my late lack of interest in everything, from submitting, to commenting, even answering back . Once i got back on track i really mean to change all that, along the lines of getting into the right spirit i even plan to write some more, so better prepare yourselves ouh and thx for reading all this far my apologies for taking so much of your time

ok first, a long overdue tag:
I got tagged by =DasZweiteIch
here i've grabbed for you five things that randomly popped into my mind:

- slurbidupischtatzelquot - does that even count as a thought? ... anyways
- Elen sila lúmenn' omentielvo
- hmm, i wonder if i could lick my own nose ...
- snow is nice, but enough is enough ...
- So long, and thanks for all the fish ...

(btw, No.3 is a lie, i didnt think that, i was just wondering how many of you would try when reading that, so plz tell me in a comment )
well, and i just checked the expire date of this tag and it looks like its too late to tag anyone else, im sorry ...

And i just realized its my first anniversary here on dA, gee, a whole year whadyasay... just thx you all folks and ill hope to do more the comming year

Ok, so here's the situation:
I want to write more.
I want to draw more.
I want to take more shots.
I havent touched my sax in months.
I have friends I havent seen in weeks.
I dont even want to start thinking about christmas.
And last but not least I definitely need to study more.

I should break up into several parts, each could have a full life of its own. Looks like im stuck with all of me, though. Anyways, glad you listened, you may go back to your own problems now ^^

I wanted to share a little talk I just had over ICQ with a stranger concerning the events of the WM qualification of switzerland a few days ago.
Here's what he said:
- I M FUCKING SWITZERLAND I 'M FROM TURKEY
I thought this should prove to become interesting, so here I give you my answer:
- what a very sensible remark of you.
Listen I'd hate to destroy your humble image of this world, but may I say that this globe's rotation is extremely independent from every result of any single football match ever conducted or any combination of them.
Ergo, the fact that a party of players failed that happened to be in your favour because it consists of countrymen of yours really shouldn't concern you as much as it seems to be.
However im very relieved you dont get eaten up by this anger and found a interestingly civilized way to channel it into something productive, releasing it by "fucking" whoever seems responsible of your personal devastating humiliation.
Oh and congratulations for succeeding in conducting sexual intercourse with something that spreads for about 41293 square kilometers, you might want to talk to an irishmen called guinness about this.
Anyways I wish you the best of luck in your future development of social skills of whatsoever kind, in my humble opinion you are on the very right track for this, as you know very well who you are and what you do, being fully aware of your origins and standing upright for them, as you said: you are from turkey.
there is nothing more to say than thank you for sharing this intellectual and interactice conversation with me, have a nice day.

::edit:: good thing I saved this little speech, I had to copypaste it for another fellow. If I didnt enjoy these speeches so much I would be pretty mad by now